Woke up this morning to the news that there was another mass shooting.
Remember when the big news was the firing of Jeff Sessions?
And remember when the big news before that was Trump’s weird confrontational press conference?
And Remember when before that the big news was the mid-term elections?
I find living in this country now is like having the attention span of a dog looking for a squirrel while being bi polar at the same time.
I am starting to give up on the idea that we can return to a time when things were “normal.” I think it is past and this is the new normal that we live in.
I always wanted to be the person that looked to the future, as that will be the better place to work for. Now, I am very nervous about what the future will hold. I keep thinking that we will reach a breaking point, when people will have enough of mass shootings, and a president who flouts the rule of law, or a political party that is becoming openly racist.
But… no…
I still can’t get over people who would vote for Ted Cruz. I mean, no one likes Ted Cruz, but he got re-elected… And no one likes him.
I keep reading and watching the news, reading up on my history and political philosophy, thinking that there will be some new insight that will come to me, but I keep feeling despair. And the House flipped, bringing at least some over sight, but that hasn’t made me feel any better.
It’s the gun violence. It’s like it just will not subside in this country, and after each shooting, the feeling grows that it is a ticking time bomb that will one day explode on each of us. And we will wonder how it got this bad, and didn’t we do anything before.