Tag: #Journal

  • Journaling at the Park

    Yesterday, it rained in the morning, which meant that we didn’t get to have our early park time. No running around for the kid, and making new friends. And no sitting on a bench and writing in my journal. Over the course of this pandemic, park time has become a very essential, and needed outlet for the kid and me. She gets to burn off energy and have social interactions with other kids, and I get to start my day with organizing my thoughts.

    It was a slight monkey wrench to our day, but the sun did come out later, so we were able to make a late day park visit. The later time allowed us to discovered a whole different group of kids that my daughter loved playing with, and I got to have the introspection from the end of a day, rather than the beginning.

    I have been writing in a journal since I was 18, and I have over 30 notebooks filled. I like to think of myself like Thoreau when it comes to writing in a journal, but do sometimes wonder if I’m not the crazy recluse guy in the neighborhood, jotting down meaningless things in his notebooks. (It’s a fine line.) I have been journaling so long, that it is an engrained habit. But they aren’t reference books. Only rarely do I pick one up and go through it to see what I was thinking way back when. And I don’t use them to work out “story ideas” or anything like a creative workbook/sketchbook. It’s just a catching place of ideas, thoughts, sketches, and feelings… maybe a little documentation of events, but not very often. Journaling for me is a cathartic exercise. It is immediate, spontaneous, and in the moment, which again and again, I seem to discover is a theme for me when it comes to the art I enjoy. With everything going on in the world right now, I need to have an outlet for all of these pent-up emotions, and hopefully, I can find a constructive use for them.

  • Novel Structure, Out of the Comfort Zone

    I took the kid to the park this morning, and it was good weather, so we stayed for over an hour. The nice thing about this age is that I really don’t have to stay on top of the kid, as in watching what she is doing every second. This gives me the ability to journal. Normally, I get about 30 minutes in, but today, I got a full hour in.

    With this extra time, I started to work on a couple ideas for the novel. Mainly, I am having an issue of wrapping up the “First Act” of the story to lead into the “Second Act,” and previously I thought it best just to move forward, put something down, and then come back to it later to fix. It is a first draft.

    That hasn’t been sitting right with me. I’m having a hard time thinking that I can move forward on the second act, if I don’t know where the character is at the end of the first act.

    So, with the extra time today, I thought that I should tackle this situation. And as I sketched out ideas, I was reminded of two things that are intertwined; The Hero with a Thousand Faces by Joseph Campbell, and the Story Circle by Dan Harmon. To make this simple if you don’t know them, Campbell basically said that all humans have a prototype hero story that, which involves the hero leaving safety to go out in the world, overcome a challenge that changes them and the world, and then proceeds to return home to share this transformation. Harmon broke the hero story down into eight steps, which can be used to tell just about any story. And Dan co-created Rick and Morty.

    Thinking about Campbell and Harmon, I had to ask myself some additional tough questions, which is; do I want to outline this story? I have done the outline thing before when I was helping people with their projects, and I won’t lie, it really does help me complete stories. The downside is, and this is whinny, that it doesn’t make me feel creative. And when I say creative, to me that means spontaneous. But I have been writing spontaneously since forever, and it hasn’t garnered any substantial success.

    It’s funny, but doing this work, structuring and planning, is actually taking me out of my comfort zone. But I am committed to doing and trying new things this time around, so let’s see if Joseph and Dan can help me out.