Healthy

I have the hardest time committing to working out. I got two good days in this week, but for the past two days, I just cannot get myself motivated. I’m trying to work with myself, but I don’t seem to be a willing partner.

I have a very limited window, which is the first hour of my day. After that hour, I have too many things to do; getting the kid up, making breakfast, and getting myself to work. Also, being that I pick the kid up from school, that pretty much kills the ability to work out after work. Very narrow window.

I have lots of reasons to get in shape, but there is the part of me that really just hates working out. There is no work out high or runner’s high, and when I see people get really psyched about what a great work out they had, it makes me a little uneasy. It’s like people wanting to talk to me about Jesus. I’m glad you’re happy about it, but I just don’t care.

Yup, I am the kid that won’t eat their vegetables.

I also have this thought that if I really knuckle down, and start working out, that I’ll become some gym rat, and work exercise in every conversation, and will just get filled up with glam muscles, and say “Gains” at the end of sentences.